A Friend You Thought You Knew

How can I be yellow, and still so blue?
(Just for rhymes :P)

Upon the occasion of my birthday, I wondered.
Really, the friends I never met are so much better than the ones I know physically;
A friendship starts off strong, but then comes the exploitation.
The less a person knows, the better.
I don't know-I'm never a great guy- I don't even know if I really have a friend or not...
Wolves, we are. Loyalty is the only difference. A wolf stays loyal to it's pack. Humans should learn to.
Lions, we are. Pride is the only difference. A lion holds his ego intact but not too precious to itself. Humans swallow themselves up in it.


Is it true then? The less you know me the better?
Mystery is great, then.
But do you not fear what you do not know?

Well, being a teen isn't that bad

JustAnotheRandomGuy

Frustration

Oh well, I'm over it-
But there is you know, worse things than grief-
Frustration
Trying to rationalize why the whole damn worlds pissing on you for no good reason-
Every cell of your brain screaming for mercy,
If a stranger whacked me with a car, I'd thank him for his courtesy.

On the bitter edge of reason,
On the point of no return
I can't revenge like Liam Neeson   (Okay I admit this is cheesy)
It burns!

Do this, do that!
Leave me alone for a second!
Oh yeah, I'm the rat,
I'm sure you reckoned!

Running to survive,
The voices won't stop hurting me
Into the abyss I dive..........
But it won't give back those lives.


I'm frustrated that the people I know the most and trust are not really trustworthy, and...
Well, let's just say, we (Or maybe you're lucky) all find out one day the expectations of friends.

Well, my birthday is coming up- expect a big-ass blog-post

I'm starting to forget the morals of nihilism.

It doesn't have any.

JustAnotheRandomGuy