Wednesday, 3 December 2014

A Year, a Year, a Year For The Blog!

Ach Mein Gott!
Never imagined it would come so far...
Let's see-
1568 page views!
India, USA, France, Poland, Russia, Romania, Vietnam, Germany, Ukraine, Spain, Singapore and Czech Republic!

Thank you all! It is for you that I perform, audience, cause on the web, you can say all you want, but unless there is someone hearing as good as you, we might just keep on blabbering to ourselves.

I was pretty lonely, honestly.
A lonely nihilist who found a vent to take out his trash-
But, apparently, it wasn't a vent, and it wasn't trash.

You know that terrific moment, when, you just know, someone is listening
Someone is listening on the other side!
Someone is out there
Someone
Somebody
Anybody
Appreciation followed
So, I guess.
Thanks for being such a good listener. 
Sometimes, I did imagine it myself to be empty.

"
‘Is there anybody there?’ said the Traveller,   
   Knocking on the moonlit door;
And his horse in the silence champed the grasses   
   Of the forest’s ferny floor:
And a bird flew up out of the turret,   
   Above the Traveller’s head:
And he smote upon the door again a second time;   
   ‘Is there anybody there?’ he said.
But no one descended to the Traveller;   
   No head from the leaf-fringed sill
Leaned over and looked into his grey eyes,   
   Where he stood perplexed and still.
But only a host of phantom listeners   
   That dwelt in the lone house then
Stood listening in the quiet of the moonlight   
   To that voice from the world of men:
Stood thronging the faint moonbeams on the dark stair,   
   That goes down to the empty hall,
Hearkening in an air stirred and shaken   
   By the lonely Traveller’s call.
And he felt in his heart their strangeness,   
   Their stillness answering his cry,
While his horse moved, cropping the dark turf,   
   ’Neath the starred and leafy sky;
For he suddenly smote on the door, even   
   Louder, and lifted his head:—
‘Tell them I came, and no one answered,   
   That I kept my word,’ he said.
Never the least stir made the listeners,   
   Though every word he spake
Fell echoing through the shadowiness of the still house   
   From the one man left awake:
Ay, they heard his foot upon the stirrup,   
   And the sound of iron on stone,
And how the silence surged softly backward,   
   When the plunging hoofs were gone.
"
 Walter de la Mare's, The Listeners

And you did listen, yeah.
Thank you. 
Thank you.
For this madman needed a friend, and you were one in the time of need.

As Tears Go By

No more neglecting this. The blog is a part of me.
 Signing out,
I don't have anything cynical to say,...
JustAnotheRandomGuy
 

Monday, 1 December 2014

Welcome To Your Lie

I don't like this world.
Yeah. But it is pretty big and shit, so I  might just see all of it before I end up leaving it.
Plus, there's the food, so...
Hypocrites. Morals and views change at a moments glance to please the masses.
There's enough reason to hate it.
Let me quote the Silver Surfer, the cosmic entity visitor who we did not greet.....properly.

"Of all the worlds I've known, of the myriads of planets upon which I've trod...
Never have I known a race so filled with fear... with dark distrust... with the seeds of smoldering violence!....
As this.... which calls itself....
HUMANITY! "
Silver Surfer, from 
Silver Surfer: When Lands The Saucer!
Mood: Bitch on Human Bitches!  

I don't like this world at all.

Phonies. Yeah, I like that word. Phonies. 

Give me a fake layer
Something to dream upon
Get the praise higher,
Cause as if there's no one to recon

I don't like this world so much, I often leave it.You know how?
I dream.
I dream of kingdoms. 
I dream of a life 
I dream of wars
Hallucinations of endless strife

I dream of success
Visions of a happy future
I dream of excess
Thoughts are but a tumor

I keep dreaming,
in a coma of endless sleep.
But how can you follow your dreams,
When you recline asleep.

Now you can dream big
You can dream small
I like to dream, but
Let's not let them turn into
Hallucinations

Something inspirational by Shonda Rhimes-

Wake up people
Let's stop dreaming

All goes wrong when you question your own existence
Just AnotheRandom Guy

 

Thursday, 20 November 2014

A Friend You Thought You Knew

How can I be yellow, and still so blue?
(Just for rhymes :P)

Upon the occasion of my birthday, I wondered.
Really, the friends I never met are so much better than the ones I know physically;

A friendship starts off strong, but then comes the exploitation.
The less a person knows, the better.
I don't know-I'm never a great guy- I don't even know if I really have a friend or not...
Wolves, we are. Loyalty is the only difference. A wolf stays loyal to it's pack. Humans should learn to.
Lions, we are. Pride is the only difference. A lion holds his ego intact but not too precious to itself. Humans swallow themselves up in it.


Is it true then? The less you know me the better?
Mystery is great, then.
But do you not fear what you do not know?



Well, being a teen isn't that bad
JustAnotheRandomGuy


Tuesday, 18 November 2014

Frustration

Oh well, I'm over it-
But there is you know, worse things than grief-
Frustration
Trying to rationalize why the whole damn worlds pissing on you for no good reason-
Every cell of your brain screaming for mercy,
If a stranger whacked me with a car, I'd thank him for his courtesy.

On the bitter edge of reason,
On the point of no return
I can't revenge like Liam Neeson   (Okay I admit this is cheesy)
It burns!

Do this, do that!
Leave me alone for a second!
Oh yeah, I'm the rat,
I'm sure you reckoned!

Running to survive,

The voices won't stop hurting me
Into the abyss I dive..........
But it won't give back those lives.


I'm frustrated that the people I know the most and trust are not really trustworthy, and...
Well, let's just say, we (Or maybe you're lucky) all find out one day the expectations of friends.

Well, my birthday is coming up- expect a big-ass blog-post


I'm starting to forget the morals of nihilism.
It doesn't have any.
JustAnotheRandomGuy


Thursday, 23 October 2014

The Grief of a Fanboy


"Oh come on, Daitya! It's just a fictional character! GET OVER IT!"
That's what I kept reminding myself. Oh, for all I knew, they would probably bring him back when they needed to, the huge money-sucking cows they are.

It all started way back in 2010, really.
You see a 7 year old, who has nothing to do. All of a sudden, he decides to buy this little (Even though it read- GIANT SIZED, on the cover, it was just 90 pages) comic book.
Origin
I'm not talking about Hugh Jackman's alcoholic "Bub" presentation of him on the big screen (Though he is a great actor). I'm always cynical about Marvel movies. And I shall stay so.

As a fanboy, you don't complain.
You don't dare to criticize each plot- you appreciate it for what it is.
You welcome the TV series as a "different take" on the titular character.
You watch the movies and forgive the bad acting and quirks here and there.
You never complain.
James "Logan" Howlett wasn't just another fictional character
He was a legend
The guy stood the test of time in Old Man Logan, Marvel's dystopian futuristic comic.
He led the X-Men when Cyclopes wasn't there.
He grew up in the late 19th century to a uncaring mother and a pitiful father, only to be abandoned and hunted down in the Wild Canadian North in the winter (Mmmh, freezing)
He’s survived the biggest underworld on earth- Madripoor, forget Mumbai and Bangkok
His legendary healing factor, which is also seen in axolotl, has thus been dubbed Howlett
But what can I do? I think he died a great death. (SPOILER) : Overlooking the Nevada sun,
He wasn’t just a murderer
He wasn’t only the best in doing what wasn’t very nice
He was also the best at winning our hearts

James “Logan” Howlett A.K.A. Wolverine
1880-90 to 2014
Rest In Peace
“I’m the best at what I do, but what I do isn’t very nice”
Such is the grief of a fanboy, that I must endure.


Ash to ash, dust to dust
JustAnotheRandomGuy

Wednesday, 15 October 2014

Dread.....

11:00 A.M. 
Nizamuddin Railway Station
New Delhi
India

Bumpy's shop was a small one. But size doesn't matter, as really its utility was as a hidden entrance to the underground safe house of the gang, the Daityas. But his shop wouldn't be useful, or needed much longer. He'd already sold it, and all trace of a gang's outhouse was going to be blown up with about 5kgs of Semtex. Boom! And all of that gone. The Mafia had already paid him. He would be way out of the explosion radius before time. 
 Hmm...all those years, with the cover-up act of a wheeler, had anyone ever helped him? The ignorant policeman, the disrespecting customers, the rude nearby wheelers.
He knew they didn't deserve such a fate, but neither did he ever have a reason to save them.
As he silently smirked, he thought he might as well take one last dirty overpriced kebab roll from that guy who never ever smiled, or even thanked Bumpy for putting up his schtick. He'd seen better landlords than him. As he paid for his coffee and roll, he thought again.
What HAD he done so terrible? Nothing.
"This coffee tastes like dirt" complained Bumpy
"What do you expect? It was ground this morning." replied the shopkeeper
"YOU grounded it. You better watch your work and tongue, boy. You still owe me that 5000 you took." He added
Bumpy simply took his food and thought about that money he owed him.
None of it mattered anymore. The thought had stuck onto his mind.
Before he snuck into the dispatch sent to take him away, he quickly took his doctor’s files (He’d been diagnosed with dementia at a very early stage) and pressed the big red button.
As he was handed that big bag of cash, and dropped off at St. Anthony’s House of Medical Learning.
As he was stepping into the hospital, he was overcome with a sense of overwhelming dread.
His wife and son would be reaching the train station by 4401 when he pressed the button…...

(Don't mind the weird name. I saw a sign at a railway station, and shit happens. Namely revenge season 5: Bumpy Khanna)



I hope I'm back
JustAnotheRandomGuy

Monday, 13 October 2014

Lies

It starts with a lie
Ends with a suffering
I don't have any candor
So, instead, buffering

When the great tower was struck down
In a fear of mortality
Even the gods can lose their crown
In a fatality

"I praise thee! Oh lord!" he said
But you can't cheat a God
When vows are broken, all you are is dead,
So why such a discord?

A slip of tongue,
A click of teeth,
Respect rusts
Anger seeths

Rage Against The Machine
JustAnotheRandomGuy